Random Thinking

I need a push. A major push.

Or maybe a kick in the face or a one-two blow to the head.

Lewis deserved to win the championship. Na-karma lang ang McLaren. Ugh.

Interlagos ‘07 is definitely one of F1’s finest races. Too bad neither Alonso nor Hamilton was able to grab the title and redeem glory for Ron Dennis’ team. A dramatic victory for the Scarlets crushed both the rookie and the ex-champ. Damn it. What a season finale.

2nd Place makes you first of the losers. Indeed.

And now, i will channel my frustrations on studying for my Property orals on the 24th. Double Ugh.

Ugh, indeed. Makes me feel like im in 2nd place. But then again, aren’t we all supposed to be aiming for the top? Then I guess that means we’re all stuck in second place (at most) as of yet… that is until we finally have the world facing our behinds, eating our dust. And of course, there can be only one winner.

Triple Ugh. Excuse the cynicism. Lewis deserved to win.

Another set of verses they stole from my drama…

I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you’ve never said
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry
I’m lifting you up
I’m letting you down
I’m fooling around
I’m not giving up
I’m making your love
This city’s made us crazy and we must get out
This is not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed
There’s only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through

Brilliant simplicity of words, really. Read through the words again and you’ll realize it’s not about a girl. It never was.

It’s about Levine’s car. And he wants to go to Baguio.

Now, if only I can channel these heights into cram studying for my insurance and crimpro finals. Random shthinking. I shthink too much.

Dear Leo,

Remember a few things you’ve learned from the past 23 years of your life, dude.

You can’t have it all. You just can’t. (but Ja is right… don’t stop trying)

You can’t make U-turns in this life, but you can use your rear view mirrors.

2nd place sucks big time.

Keep pushing and keep pushing hard.

Stop blogging when you need to cram for Torts and Damages.

And you can’t study efficiently at home because of all the distractions around.

Now that i’ve reminded you of some of the little details you need to stick in ‘yer head, stick ‘em in ‘yer head and stick ‘em good. Ok?

Your only real buddy in the real world,

Leo

Law School is High School all over again.

Moving forward to better things means tying up the loose ends i’ve chosen to ignore in the past. Yeah, i’m workin’ on it. Tonight, I just got a major breakthrough… a rather unexpected, but very pleasant (bittersweet) surprise.

And then, maybe i’d seriously consider starting a business of some sort with people equally driven to succeed in this race called life financial grand prix. Food. I think it’s a safe bet. You with me?

Yes, you.

It’s almost 2am Sunday morning, and I am yet to move on with studying for my labor midterm exam on Monday… a couple of things still bugging my head this early morning… yeah, the usual shit. The usual shit that’d make you squint (see attached photo) and say either "you stupid ass" or "gaguuu." Hehehe…

We need to catch up on a lot, big time, pare. SONA may kasalanan eh. (my lame excuse for missing your 27th or 28th birthday pizza bash) :p … and yeah, I guess Law School has consumed my system bigtime. I hope it’s a good thing (for the long-term future).

Friday night… random 2am phone call! Laseng ka nanaman pareee! Ano nanamang kalokohan ginawa mo ha!? You got yourself into trouble again ne (therefore the 3am text "Hehe. Help?" Either may nasapak ka dahil sa kalasingan mo last Friday night or may nabuntis ka nanaman… tsk tsk tsk. hehehehe :p

Let’s set something up on one of the long weekends ahead (thanks to the National Economics Holiday Law), i’d like to hit the beach or just do realtime detox from reality. Reality is starting to bug me. Or maybe I just have a mixed up sense of what reality is and what isn’t…

And yeah, nami-miss na kita (lagyan ng toyo at knorr seasoning) :p

Nikki, Celine, JR, Bri, Tita Elaine…

I’ll miss you guys. Rock the US, ok?

I miss killing time driving. And i miss time-killing drives.